God of Vampires

Chapter 53: C53

Min Joo's pov:

I created so much yet i feel lost, with so much power what am i supposed to do with it? Why me?

not just lost but empty, these replicas of legends about angels or whatnot that i created have something that i don't have, and that's empathy. from my study through the thousands of years about my soul's structure i finally found the problem, my soul took the color of divinity 'god' deeper inside it is a white spot that keeps getting swallowed by my divine self thus making me feel empty as if i lost something.

I received some memories I lost in the past, I don't know but they simply just returned. In them I saw my human life although miserable it was still emotional to a degree and at a point in life I encountered a black spot in my memories and after that it was my version without empathy.

I decided that further studies are required so I created some human trials and added a little bit of divinity to them, each has their own authority. I watched them grow and recorded their empathy's birth and response, and eventually released them upon a random planet.

Afterwards I began to try to assimilate those emotions into my soul once again.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om

But this only came back in failure, not only did it not work but those emotions were devoured by my divinity like a sponge.

Seeing this, I did not give up and during deep research not only have I cracked new secrets about the soul but finally produced what I wanted.

But...this thing that i created i called it 'The Spark', it had side effects.

A divine being as powerful as me in this universe cannot feel emotions, it is a completely cold being. this is a rule set the universe it self, so you see once i implement the spark into my soul i would be exiled into the overvoid where countless other universes exist protected by an extraordinary shield that i'm sure will be hard to break but still worth a try, i honestly i'm envious of beings i myself created.

They can feel so much in life and I want that.

I stepped down from my throne and cut a crack in space going through it, stepping into the vacuum of space. I held the spark, such a beautiful thing will set me free and so I assimilated it into my divine soul, I felt it.. being accepted but as soon as that came I felt a force crushing me and dragging me away causing me a powerful divine being to pass out!!